Anthony, IGNORING me. I was shouting and shouting "Anthony!" but he doesn't care. I hope. I hope he's ignoring me because sometimes I get afraid that he can't hear me. My biggest fear is not that he'll have to live with us forever, or that he'll cost us one billion dollars in therapy bills. My biggest fear is that he'll start to go away and not come back. Of course, the minute I worry about this, he comes in and sits on my lap or something.