Anthony is really putting the labor in Labor Day, if you know what I mean. This child hates a holiday. He has been hitting me a lot today, it is hard to take but I feel like I've said all I can say about it. He's only getting bigger, I used to think we had to work so hard while we could so that he could ... not be so big and still be so badly behaved? I don't know, I feel like it's easier to take from a smaller person, bad behavior. I get so, so down about it. It makes me argue with everyone, makes me a bad mother, person, friend, certainly wife. I'm still a good waitress but that's it.