Doesn't he seem so grown up, lately? I never want time to go slow, I always want these kids to not be babies anymore, but I don't feel that way about Anthony. I ... I'm not scared of him getting older, but I just - I want him to do better while he's still four. I used to say "he's only three!" and now I'm saying "four!". He is making such great progress, but I do worry that we didn't start early enough with him. He's still a baby, to me, in a lot of ways, which is how I like it.